I cannot believe I am leaving Spain in 3 days. 3 DAYS. I feel like I came here yesterday. Time flies so fast it scares me sometimes.
The weekend was my last weekend dancing. Wanted to say goodbye to the people I have been dancing with for the last 6 months, 3 times a week. Tried to, but since I had never spoken to any of them before [don’t even know their names yet], felt weird and pointless. Besides, when I return to Spain – I will go dancing in Valencia again.
Had a little pizza and beer party at home over the weekend. Got lots of [big] books in Spanish as presents. Lovely, but I wonder how I’m going to take back all of them. Said goodbye to everyone with an earnest will to see them again.
Yesterday was my first day in 6 months with without school. I was done with school anyway. 494 hours of Spanish is a lot. I hope to be in touch with a few of my teachers.
It’s amazing the friendships I have made here in 6 months. Don’t know if I made such friends in Dubai over 6 years! I have offers to come back and bunk with them when I need to, offers to leave stuff at their homes if I need to, numbers of their friends in Madrid for when I come back. It’s so nice when help is offered genuinely.
When I left Dubai, I was ready to leave. Left excited and relieved to be out of there. Now it’s time to close this Valencia chapter and I have a big knot in my stomach.
Can’t get myself to pack. Don’t have an appetite. On the contrary, I’m quite stoic about it all. I don’t think it has sunk in yet.
Will be shuttling between Dubai and India in November and December. If all goes as planned, I should be on a plane to Madrid sometime in January to begin another chapter in my life.